Do you ever feel like the gods are playing with you? Well, that's what it's been like for me. The computer junk still has not stopped although I am finally on line and that only took about 4 hours on the phone. In between the new computer crashed and I lost some files.
Does this sound like it reflects writing? Chaos, wanting to give up, sure you can't do it again, anger, frustration, loss of focus, etc. The universe tests us and we're not always sure of why. If you can get to the other side with a minimum of stress and upheaval you've done a good job and are ready to back on the 'horse' and do it all over again.